Bad childhood and my extreme anger?

I think it's cuz of everything you been through growing up. You were too young to protect yourself on your own so as you got older and went to school you brought a knife with you just cuz you thought what if something might happen to me. It was like a comfort thing for you. Sitting there and thinking of killing people is cuz of the anger and hate inside of you. You gone through a lot in your life and you had no good role models. Your mom was always working, your father molested you and did inappropiate things in front of you. Then your moms friend molested you. You went through way too much in your life and that's why you're angry and hurt and I think you're scared. That explains the knife. That even explains why you have thoughts of killing people cuz you feel you better get rid of them before they're able to hurt you. I think you need to get some therapy (not in a bad way!!) but so that you can get a handle on your emotions. You're still very young, you're only 16 and you don't wanna go down the wrong road in life. You don't wanna do something that's gonna put you behind bars for the rest of your life. Don't ever let these idiots ruin your life. They messed up and tried to mess YOU up, the number one thing you gotta do for yourself now is take charge cuz it doesn't seem like anyone else is gonna do it for you. Even though you shouldn't have to go through this alone cuz you're only 16. Don't let them get the best of you, fight back and I don't mean in a violent way, I mean in a way that you gain back control of your life and you live for just you and make your life better. The first step is talking to someone. I truly believe you need therapy. If you ever wanna talk to me you can email me at pr3ttiid3adlii@aol.com. I'm 25 and I have kids. I was raped 3x and I gone through a lot of crazy times in my life growing up as well. I understand the anger in you and why you have the thoughts that you have. I had them too. I stopped going to my counselor cuz he made a move on me meanwhile I was 19 and he was in his 60s. I was seeing him since I was 13. Again, if you want you can email me. Take care of yourself and remember, none of this is your fault so don't do something that's gonna land you in jail.